Has been months now. Maybe even some years now. I can't exactly say when I stopped writing, really. It just dawned on me on a totally random, unexceptionally bleak day~ WORDS have started to literally FAIL me. I just dropped any thought process whatsoever. Bliss, sorrow, oblivion, regret and redemption ~ everything just washes over me relentlessly, one after another. I've become a passive spectator to my own tumultuous absurdities. It feels so tiring to think back, fight back, reason against it… so I choose to just be engulfed in all of it. I close my eyes and pray that it all makes sense somehow.
Whoah. 무서워는데… 나 어떡해?
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