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#barelyfighting 130513.another.day


I rode the empty elevator to work today. I pressed the button for my floor and stared at the lighted number as the doors closed. Unblinking, I just kept looking at the number, magically fixated for no reason. I felt my ears pop as the lift ascended quickly so I tilted my head slightly and my vision started to blur.

Ding! The eerily familiar sound signaled my arrival and the lighted number dimmed. I'm here. Again.

And then it dawned on me as I shifted my gaze from the buttons and prepared to step out. This year, I'll be as old as my office floor number. I was staring at my age masquerading as an unassuming elevator button. Or could it be that the number was actually staring back at me and daring me to get off?



Haha, I'm over-analyzing my elevator ride. I'm still as impossibly crazy as I am unwillingly old. Lately, it's becoming more difficult to pretend to have it all together. This elevator button just smirked at my face with that. 뭐야 이거~

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#lostagain

Today, I surrender to tears...



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