☊ fangirl bucket list ☊

Super Show 4 has just officially ended with an Encore run in Seoul last weekend. I was overwhelmed with confused emotions following my crazy twitter list during the 2-day concert. It was bittersweet getting all the updates online and not being there to witness everything in person. I really thought I'd see a Seoul encore this year ~ But I guess I'd have to park this one item in my bucket list for now.

While I was consoling my silly fangirl self, I realized that I still have a lot I want to do as an ELF. I thought I've done plenty already in the past 4 years… But my bucket list is still quite lengthy as it keeps on growing every year as well!


☆ Super Show 5
☆ Super Show Encore – Seoul
☆ 4-days of Super Show
☆ SMTown – Seoul (again)
☆ SMTown - Singapore
☆ Sungmin's Play
☆ SJM concert
☆ KRY concert
☆ Super Junior fansign
☆ Sukira (again)
☆ Kona Beans
☆ Why Style
☆ KStory
☆ Lotte Star Avenue with Super Junior
☆ Everysing (again)
☆ Decent Ming-focused fancams
☆ Trip to Ilsan, Ming's hometown
☆ Give a gift and letter for Ming

Fangirling makes me such a busy person indeed! I haven't even added those items I can only dream about ~ like maybe really meeting the boys and talking to them. There was once a time when I thought I'd plan out what I wanted to say in case I meet them. I was foolish enough then not to realize how I would be entirely frozen with shock as soon as they appear in front of me. So really, that fansign thing up above is quite scary for me. Just the thought of it makes my heart pound soooooooo hard.

Surely, I'm not the only one to think that this is downright crazy. But I suppose I wouldn't have it any other way. I'll expect to see myself either checking off those items from my list ... Or doing everything humanely possible to attempt to do so. There will be times when I'll have to live with my disappointments and comfort my grief with watching fancams of the boys playing around like silly. And then there will be times when I am frozen on the spot, my entire soul doing invisible but near tangible somersaults at the sight of these boys... It will STILL be a crazy journey from here on. And my heart is in it until the end.