☊ eye candy: joongki + ah-in is ❤! ☊

SERIOUSLY!!!!


These pics are just pure ❤LOVE❤ aren't they? They should really reunite for a film or drama again...




KYAAAA!!!!

☊ fangirl bucket list ☊

Super Show 4 has just officially ended with an Encore run in Seoul last weekend. I was overwhelmed with confused emotions following my crazy twitter list during the 2-day concert. It was bittersweet getting all the updates online and not being there to witness everything in person. I really thought I'd see a Seoul encore this year ~ But I guess I'd have to park this one item in my bucket list for now.

While I was consoling my silly fangirl self, I realized that I still have a lot I want to do as an ELF. I thought I've done plenty already in the past 4 years… But my bucket list is still quite lengthy as it keeps on growing every year as well!


☆ Super Show 5
☆ Super Show Encore – Seoul
☆ 4-days of Super Show
☆ SMTown – Seoul (again)
☆ SMTown - Singapore
☆ Sungmin's Play
☆ SJM concert
☆ KRY concert
☆ Super Junior fansign
☆ Sukira (again)
☆ Kona Beans
☆ Why Style
☆ KStory
☆ Lotte Star Avenue with Super Junior
☆ Everysing (again)
☆ Decent Ming-focused fancams
☆ Trip to Ilsan, Ming's hometown
☆ Give a gift and letter for Ming

Fangirling makes me such a busy person indeed! I haven't even added those items I can only dream about ~ like maybe really meeting the boys and talking to them. There was once a time when I thought I'd plan out what I wanted to say in case I meet them. I was foolish enough then not to realize how I would be entirely frozen with shock as soon as they appear in front of me. So really, that fansign thing up above is quite scary for me. Just the thought of it makes my heart pound soooooooo hard.

Surely, I'm not the only one to think that this is downright crazy. But I suppose I wouldn't have it any other way. I'll expect to see myself either checking off those items from my list ... Or doing everything humanely possible to attempt to do so. There will be times when I'll have to live with my disappointments and comfort my grief with watching fancams of the boys playing around like silly. And then there will be times when I am frozen on the spot, my entire soul doing invisible but near tangible somersaults at the sight of these boys... It will STILL be a crazy journey from here on. And my heart is in it until the end.

☊ mingholic: broadcast roundup ☊

FIRST, let me just go CRAZY over Ming's Opera PV stills!!! Like cr@zzzrr@#$g!!?!











All the other members deserve their close-up spazzing too (as in ALL!). Though I only have a few caps here, I literally died from silent spazzing for the entire 3+ minutes of the video because of everyone's GORGEOUSNESS!











So yes, it's been a long while. I have missed doing this online spazzing thing in the past weeks especially when there has been SO MUCH of Ming in the recent shows. Not to mention the multitude of suju performances from SS4, SMTown and the Google MBC Kpop concert in San Jose ... SOOOO, I can't really go back to the initial shock of Ming's Mohawk style ㅋㅋ or the absolute THRILL of watching Oppa Oppa PV. I'll just have to touch ground from Opera PV (GLORIOUS GOODNESS in 1080p) and Ming's string of variety guesting's.

If you've missed a LOT of spazzing like me, here's a rough checklist since March:
120308 SBS MTV StudioC
120406 20th Vietnam Korea Friendship Concert
120409 MBC SMTown Live in Tokyo
120427 MBC Special Super Junior Dreams of K-POP Legend
120430 Marilyn Monhyuk ICN fancams
120430 Mnet I AM Showcase
120517 tvN Taxi
120519 BS-TBS King's Brunch
120519 KBS Invincible Youth EP29
120522 YouTube Presents MBC Kpop Concert
+ Ming's Chinese show guesting @ Jeju (haven't seen an HQ copy yet, so~)

:: 120517 tvN TAXI ::
OMGosh can I be the taxi's right camera focused on MING and MING ALONE!? His facial expressions have gotten so much better. The camera loves him so much here and I was quite a satisfied customer with all his close-ups. And his voice has gotten louder too so that even if his stories didn't necessarily end in laughter and applause, his screen time was still significant ^^. Yey, Ming!



I love him saying that he's 28 and then he did his aegyo move A-ing!^^





















I like how he told the story of their failed trio group (with Hyukjae, Xiah Junsu). And how thankful am I that he came back to SM after his frustrations, right?!










And I thought they had a perfect ending stopping in front of KBS Sukira Building. Ming's surprised expression is just priceless. ^^




:: 120519 KBS Invincible Youth Ep29 ::
Ming as a guest here is SUCH a surprise! I think this is one of the more challenging variety shows since all the mainstays have such strong personalities. I have to say that I was less than thrilled to see Ming amidst all the other girl group members haha, well … ---.--- It took some significant effort to remain objective and cheer him on while he interacts with Sunny and kept on saying Suzy's name (너 진짜) But overall, I was proud of him for being funny and cute and pretty and HANDSOME and Oppa-like ~ so. I applaud Ming! (and I tell myself, I will survive this)



















Also, can I just say that I LOVE LOVE LOVE Ming's voice in Way? Like LOVE LOVE LOVE!!!