☊ fan-prose: 폭풍처럼 ☊

그만 말해?

Is what you're telling me?

When I only whispered your name,

Since it's all I can really do.

Though in my head is a hurricane of words,

In my heart is an avalanche of pain,

But with these lips, I can't even say hello.

거짓말로 ~

Is not a decision I can make.

I can reason well and preach reality,

But my heart would not listen at all.

Not with you smiling sincerely,

Not with you walking away,

Not today, nor ever maybe.

그만 울어?

Is all you have to ask from me?

Not my name, nor my face,

Nor my heart … you know nothing of me.

Except that now my tears scare you.

You know nothing of me.

You don't even know that I'm scared too.

거짓말로 ~

Is my one hope and only escape.

How I wish I didn't like you this much.

So I can stop lying, stop crying,

Stop creating so much silly suffering.

How I wish I can give you up,

So I can stop wanting.

정말 내 마음을, 넌 모르겠어.

지금도, 내일도, 그만하고 싶다 ~

근데 어떻까지? 이거 미친 심장이 ~

폭풍처럼이니까.

::::: please read my excuses :::::

(1) So every now and then, I have that rebellious desire to drop my current career and be a drama writer. It lasts for about 10minutes and then I realize that my non-creative background makes that IMPOSSIBLE haha. But still, I jot down some nonsense stuff…

(2) I love LOVE love this song. And it's been a while since I had the courage (and stamina) to create my usual corny, sappy, pathetic writings. How I wish I can recite this in person to that one person haha. And of course, how I wish could painlessly and quickly die from shame afterwards. Anyway, wishful thinking is still free as far as I know.