Spent the last 7 years, basically just talking in my head. The most I've written was probably the goodbye letters for my previous colleagues. I think I did well on that though and for sure I made at least a few of my ex-teammates cry haha (kudos?!). I turned to videos (just family and travel ones) so I didn't have to write much apart from some captions here and there. I still attempted to deliver some wise words on the vids ... and those words are all for my own personal viewing haha.
And finally, IG taught me to keep my statements short enough so people actually try to read them in my stories. Reality is, no one has the time nor patience to spend longer than a few seconds on what you have to share. That's fine ... it will train me well so my self-eulogy will not end up as a novel.
But I'm trying to get back here ... just because. Maybe it's worth recording my insanities even just for myself. Also, there is another perfect storm brewing in my heart. I knew that this has already happened before. But I just realized that I actually collected those memories over here.
DEJAVU... this is the same insanity at a different time.
Here's to attempting to write again. Here's to becoming a Stay.
And here's to a whole new world of fangirl screams in my head.
